I wanna feel connected :(

It’s quite hard to believe that the whole world doesn’t have an internet connection. I feel so absolutely lost without mine! Trust me.

My internet has being going wack for the past week; it’s throwing some sort of temper tantrum!

Why?

I don’t know. I want to know, so that I can help.

Does begging you modem to talk to you count as sad and delusional?

If it does, then I’m your guy, well, gal. Either way, I guess I’m sad and delusional. Because I’ve been begging my internet to work for quite a while now.

Sure, it’s got its moments, but I mean when I actually need it, say if I need to conduct research, it just dies.

I don’t know why, but it has the greatest timing.

WHAT IS THIS PUNISHMENT FOR I ASK OF YOU!!!

Basically, it won’t load ANYTHING.

And I mean ANYTHING.

It’s not my laptop. Because the PC’s net isn’t working either, and it isn’t working on my iPod either.

So I’m internet-less in what is supposed to be a fast and connected 24/7 world. Well country…city?

This sad moment gave me time to think of times before internet….well ok maybe not. I can’t really remember that. BUT! I do remember summers spent in India before the grand idea of taking a laptop came into my head. And well, before they had the high-speed internet hookup.

And really, it’s not that bad, sometimes though, their high-speed internet is the speed of dialup here. So YouTube videos? Yeah, not happening unless I get it opened and come back an hour later to watch that five minute video.

That was the first summer, something happened after that, I don’t know what, but the internet was WAY faster. I was happy.

I’m not happy right now. I want my internet back.

WHERE IS MY INTERNET?

Without my internet, how am I supposed to do important things like bug my cousin on Facebook!?

I just don’t get this injustice…

The internet is so useful, it should be a priority item I think, it’s all fast and connecting. Even my untech friendly aunts and grandma love it, why? Because they get to bug their kids to go onto Facebook and orkut and get those prettiful pictures I post, of course.

It’s fun, really. It’s so useful. USEFUL, I tell you.

Why isn’t it working then O_O?